http://maximizeu.com/look-for-courage Improve Leadership Skills Thu, 08 Jul 2010 16:48:38 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 http://maximizeu.com/look-for-courage/comment-page-1#comment-25 Ricky A Haycraft Fri, 12 Jun 2009 01:50:44 +0000 http://maximizeu.com/?p=181#comment-25 it is my true belief that God is working and doing things in my life. he has actually started to show me his faithfulness even though i am not in total compliance with his accord. sort of a disobedient child u might say. the trouble that i am having is this. i hear his still small voice but is it truly him speaking or my own misguided interpretation of what i would like to believe. i have asked some of the leaders in the church (specifically my cell group leader whom is an associate pastor) and yet the answers seem to be one of respected practicality. i KNOW we serve a God that is completely able to do the impossible, as we see it, yet the practicality of fundamental christianity cautions us to quite possibly miss the miracle. I DO NOT WANT TO MISS A THING AT ALL. My own hearts yearns for a conversational intimacy with God but i am at a crossroads. Lacking the resource or nerve center to achieve this has placed a burden in my heart that is yearning and screaming to be verified and confirmed. Seeking Bishop Miller because i have heard him speak on many occasions confirmed in my own spirit that this man is the GENIUNE article. there have been many messengers along the way and i do have a church home in which i am planted. my other question is when do u know that u know that God is calling u into something else? i have heard u say prove it but the reality of life is that a family man simply cannot shirk his duty as a father. meaning the worldly system of money places a HUGE demand on us for "doing the right thing" but i cannot get the feeling out of me that the right thing is pointing me into an area that i see(in my natural eye) as crossing into territory that is dangerous ground. not only spiritually but financially,emotionally, and relationally. and so i arrive at the thing that is troubling me. Some people are far to busy to be available to us and i absolutely KNOW that u too are a very busy man. if even someone that u trust could shine the light in this tunnel of darkness with a reply or even a word of encouragement i would be deeply honored to receive it. thank you for your time,effort and consideration it is my true belief that God is working and doing things in my life. he has actually started to show me his faithfulness even though i am not in total compliance with his accord. sort of a disobedient child u might say. the trouble that i am having is this. i hear his still small voice but is it truly him speaking or my own misguided interpretation of what i would like to believe. i have asked some of the leaders in the church (specifically my cell group leader whom is an associate pastor) and yet the answers seem to be one of respected practicality. i KNOW we serve a God that is completely able to do the impossible, as we see it, yet the practicality of fundamental christianity cautions us to quite possibly miss the miracle. I DO NOT WANT TO MISS A THING AT ALL. My own hearts yearns for a conversational intimacy with God but i am at a crossroads. Lacking the resource or nerve center to achieve this has placed a burden in my heart that is yearning and screaming to be verified and confirmed. Seeking Bishop Miller because i have heard him speak on many occasions confirmed in my own spirit that this man is the GENIUNE article. there have been many messengers along the way and i do have a church home in which i am planted. my other question is when do u know that u know that God is calling u into something else? i have heard u say prove it but the reality of life is that a family man simply cannot shirk his duty as a father. meaning the worldly system of money places a HUGE demand on us for “doing the right thing” but i cannot get the feeling out of me that the right thing is pointing me into an area that i see(in my natural eye) as crossing into territory that is dangerous ground. not only spiritually but financially,emotionally, and relationally. and so i arrive at the thing that is troubling me. Some people are far to busy to be available to us and i absolutely KNOW that u too are a very busy man. if even someone that u trust could shine the light in this tunnel of darkness with a reply or even a word of encouragement i would be deeply honored to receive it. thank you for your time,effort and consideration

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